Is time standing still??

It is true that i am in an off cycle. But I had absolutely no desire to "try" this month. I mean, what would make this month any different than the 38 other months we have tried to conceive the old fashion way? So, tick tock, I wait. Today is CD 15. 16?? Who knows. Once I get AF, I will go in for a lovely u/s and bloodwork and hopefully begin my bcp on CD 5. It will be good to get the ball rolling again, but it is nice to not be thinking about shots, retrievals, fertilization reports, rotten eggs and betas.