Friday, October 3, 2008

I feel like a fool

This mornings test was negative again. I feel so defeated and like such a fool. I can't believe I spent the whole day yesterday thinking I had a bfp. The stupid tests must have been defected or I saw something that wasn't there or it was still just a trace of my hcg. I don't know. But I feel really dumb right now and pretty heartbroken. I hate this so much.

1 comment:

Kelly said...

Oh, I'm so sorry. You shouldn't have to be dealing with any of this. You weren't a fool to believe the two lines, anyone of us would have done the same. I'm just so sad that your test this morning didn't produce the same result.