I don't think it worked

Something inside of me says it didn't work this time. I can't help but feel discouraged 5 days before my beta is scheduled. I just HATE the anticpation of how to feel and how to react when hearing it is a BFN. and I don't know what will be the next step after this cycle. I wish I could just accept things and move on. But I can't. I don't agree with that plan.