Here I am, in the midst of IVF #3 and I am feeling like my heart isn't in it at all. Everything I am doing during this cycle is so secondary to anything else going on in my life. I guess that is good, but I have a feeling I will be second guessing all of my actions and emotions throughout the 2ww.
Today is day 6 of my follistim and repronex. Next check is tomorrow morning. I really can't believe I will be having ER #3 this weekend?? If all grows and develops as it should, that is. This will be my last treatment cycle for a while if it doesn't work. It would be hard to have a baby due between july and october being a teacher in my part time position, so on hold treatment will wait. UNLESS the RE says we really shouldn't hold off and that could actually hurt our chances even more.
Hopefully it won't even need to be thought about. I know one thing for sure. If we can get two embryos this cycle, they are both going back in. I hope I can get that far...
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After 18 months (thanks to high fsh and rotten eggs), we were able to conceive our son, Kyle. I guess they all weren't rotten! This is our journey to ttc #2. We had two failed IVFs in April and June 2008. We are cautiously expecting baby number 2 after IVF #3 in September.
Me and my baby's daddy
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